Maybe I shud put an end to any of those...
Maybe cosplay?but after all i done?do i wan to give up like this...?after paid so much?after trying so hard? after dreaming so much on it?after trying to catch it for long time?after been in so many quarrel for it? after failed it many times?
Maybe course?after trying so hard in it...?after giving much confident in it?after put my health risk for it...?after tension n stress for it?after being so heartless for it?
Can i juz end it...maybe ...i shud really end it...dun care anything else anymore...being so heartless is more easy than being in pains...
This lonely..hurt...scare...empty feeling...I never been through this hurt before in my life...everything i did...i give my best...but for now...i wish i could juz not here...maybe that better...rather than make many people suffering in my life...i appreciated GOD gave me a life to enjoy this world that HE created...but..maybe...yeah maybe...i shud never be here in first place....
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