It so pain that it stick wif u forever...u wish it never happen before..wanna turn back the time n change it to the way u wan it to be...but that juz fantasy or imagination...so torture that..when u wanna get rid of it..u try every single ways to make it stop haunting u...yet..it so hopeless...
Yesh..it a part of u that u need to appreciate it...so true..somehow it can change to ur happiness...who knows...it true also...the quote that been carried wif me along till now...to keep me away from feeling down n try accept as the way it is...coz i believe..there always been miracles..every bitter incidents had some mystery in it..that u need to reveal it or solve it as the key to ur own happiness...same like pandora box..I guess...
One of my fav song that the lyric so alike wif my feeling right now...wanna share it...
Taken from anime Detective Conan..since Youtubers can't put the full song coz of copyright...I only managed to get the short version...(I had the long version..but lazy to upload..sorry for that..I'm lazy..=.=")....Misty Mystery by Garnet Crow :-
Why are we walking, putting hope
into a future we cannot see?
Why am I astir
like in the middle of thinking of you?
What did you obtain
in exchange for separation and tears?
They say only prayers reach you
We meet under a sixteen-day-old moon
Just showing
a scene like afterimage of a faraway town
a sweet reminiscience going round and round
like a summer's storm
Sadness is a natural phenomenon
Tranquility is just an impression
Looking for a keyword to explain the state of my heart
Like the light in the meadows vanishing in the wind
Misty Mystery
Why is every day
testing the strength of love?
Now, kindness is like a wind
blowing at a distance
Every time we put up with loneliness and solitude
something remains here
After we've stopped wishing
we become aware of the sky's endlessness
Just watching
a shade dazzling the eyes by a strong sunlight
the imagination of dreaming the same dream
sometimes, suffering is indispensable
Pain is just a reaction
Passion is a passing impression
The trembling state of my heart, take it
Ah, wanting
Misty Mystery like being secretly swallowed up by the evening twilight
Love as it is will change its form
If you say there's still something I don't know
I'll keep to stay
Just showing
a scene like after image of a faraway town
a sweet reminiscence going round and round
like a summer's storm
Sadness is a natural phenomenon
Tranquility is just an impression
Looking for a keyword to explain the state of my heart
Repeatedly swaying illusions
Long sentiments passing over the night
Like the light in the meadows vanishing in the wind
Misty Mystery
