Everything that I say will seem like an excuses....Most of it...since before...coz I always said nonsense n laugh/smile on silly things...but the truth is im trying my best to join their world n make them comfortable being around me...but I guess that juz made me look stupid...not matured enough somehow got lot of that from many mouths...one of the reason of wat I say probably sound as an excuses...
That why I prefer silent more now than expressing the truth...It more better keeping it rather than receive more pains later...at least...it...more better...than letting this tears flowing non stop...again n again....
